Friday, June 25, 2010

Maaf kamu.

Itulah perkataan yang mampu ku katakan.
Saya sedar jawapan yang saya berikan itu pasti mengecewekan kamu.
Tapi saya tak boleh nak sayang kamu lebih dari seorang kawan 
dan saya harap awak faham maksud saya.
Dan awak juga tahu yang hati dan perasaan bukan sesuatu yang boleh dipaksa-paksa.

Cukuplah kita sekadar berteman. Mungkin ini lebih baik. 
Lagi pun saya belum bersedia dan hati saya masih belum terbuka untuk terima sape-sape buat masa ini.
Saya tak nak kecewe lagi. Cukuplah dengan apa yang telah terjadi.
Hati saya masih teringat pada "dia". Dia terlampau baik bagi saya. Mungkin kerana kealpaan serta kebodohan diri saya membuatkan dia pergi meninggalkan saya. Maaf untuk segalanya wak.
P/S : If awak terbace coretan saya ni. Saya nak minta maaf diatas semua kesalahan dan kesilapan yang pernah saya lakukan. Maaf juga kerana telah banyak menyakiti hati awk dan mengecewekan awk.
Maaf untuk segalanya. Awak tetap terbaik bagi saya. =(

Lotsa Sorry,
Cik Zaki

Thursday, June 17, 2010

50 things about guys that girls DON'T know...but will now!!!

O.K. I got these from a bulletin on Mysapce.... In my opinion, most of these are wrong. The make us guys sound more like girls... what do you guys think?

1. Guys hate sluts.

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-
how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

11. Guys get jealous easily.

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves.

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

23. Guys will brag about anything.

24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
(I don't know about this one....)

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it

p/s : what do you thing guys ? correct or not ?

Thursday, June 10, 2010

special for you


Sudah sebulan berlalu. Pelbagai halangan dan cobaan yang kita hadapi. Akhirnya kita berjaya juga menghadapi semua ini. Alhamdulillah. =)

p/s : keep my teddy ok ! (:  it special for you.

Lotsa excited
Cik Zaki.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Gerammmmm !

Dunno la nk ckp cmne lg. Tp aku sgt geram. Nape la idup manusia nih byk dengan alasan.
Aku dah agak da mst x jadi nyer plan pg nih. X fhm btol la. Ade je benda nk bwt la.
Nta ape yang x settle lg nta. Urgghhhh !

Dah la. Mls nk fikir. Bwt saket jiwe je. Ciow~

Lotsa broken heart !
Cik zaki